Romans 14:12-13 ~ So then every one of us shall give account of himself to God. Let us not therefore judge one another any more, but judge this rather: that no man put a stumbling block or an occasion to fall in his brother’s way.
Judgement. I declared war on my own judgements. Judgement of self and others.
Judgement. The second Adam and Eve decided right and wrong, they were driven out of a peaceful state of being.
Judgement. Moses wouldn’t see the land flowing with milk and honey because he represented the law.
Judgement. The law came by Moses while grace and truth came by Jesus Christ.
Judgement. Jesus said “Father forgive them they know not what they do.”
Judgement. The divorced person’s life is marred? Yet, Jesus said if you even look on a woman with lust in your heart you are guilty.
Even Jesus our precious savior and redeemer came from the lineage of David and Uriah the Hittites wife Bathsheba. God can take the worst situations and use them for His glory. No matter your situation, if you trust Jesus, no matter the mess you have created, if you follow Jesus, He can use it for His glory.
I’ve broken every commandment. I couldn’t keep the law or the commandments.
I believe in Christ Jesus for my salvation and for my peace. I rely on Jesus for His mercy. Im glad His mercy endures forever as the wretched man that I am requires faith in His mercy to get through a minute, an hour, a day, and a lifetime.
I sin daily. Most of the time not willfully. Sometimes willfully. I also try to die to sin daily and try to walk in the spirit so I don’t fulfill the lusts of my flesh. There is a constant warfare within my members. My flesh and spirit strive together and fight each other. The spirit is winning. Delayed gratification is always at war with instant gratification. The ego is always at war with the soul.
If you’ve turned on your own self because of some past actions that you were engaged in, feel judged or have judged yourself then know that you are suffering uneccesarily. All have sinned and fell short. The Bible says strive for perfection as your Father is perfect but the Bible doesn’t conclude stating that you are perfect in and of yourself.
It concludes that Jesus is perfect so you can rest in His perfection.
All of my trust is in you this morning Jesus.
I keep hearing the world is confused and going down.
Call me a hopeless romantic but my spirit keeps hearing with an ear to hear,
Jesus love and mercy endures forever. Jesus is worthy. Jesus forgives.
Today I will forgive. Today I will feel my freedom in Christ. I will live my freedom in Christ.
I am not wicked. Wickedness is devising evil plans against your brother and sisters. Wickedness is murdering, killing, and intentionally hurting your brothers and sisters in the name of Satan. Wickedness is the Anti-Christ which is any spirit or doctrine that is against Christ.
Most people that do what the world calls wrong are simply hurting, confused, misled, looking for belonging, dealing with chemical imbalances and the like. They don’t mean wrong. Be careful how you judge others or you might end up in your own personal hell.
I know I did. My judgements of others ended up in self judgement. I declared war against myself. If I judge you harshly who I don’t know then how much more will I judge the one I do know deeply (myself) with those same judgements?
I’ve got a lot of acquaintances explaining to me why I should maintain some moral superiority over those who to them are “caught in sin” but I’ve been down that road and it is a dead end of personal self sabotage.
I want to spend the rest of my days showing love to those who feel unlovable. I want to ensure those that struggle that there is only love and mercy to be found in my home.
I love you Jesus. I will do my best in my weakness to imitate you today. I will fall short but I know your Holy Spirit will be proud of me whether I rise or whether I fall.
Many are waiting on heaven. Im learning to dial in to its frequency here on this side.
I’ve set the station to love, mercy, freedom, and John 3:16 today.
I love you Jesus. I am loving awareness and today I will love everything and everyone that I’m aware of.
I will tell anyone who asks about my hope and faith. I will tell them all about your grace and mercy.
A testimony Monday, April 4, 2022
PS ~ God blesses me with so much. I am the most vile sinner I know cause I know me better than I know anyone else. Yet, because I fall on the rock daily, I am broken and not ground to powder. I repent daily. I pivot daily. I fall. I get back up. Im a willing worker. God loves me and blesseses me with abundance. He will do the same for you if you’ll only put all of your trust in Him and Him alone.
I love you,