we too adopted our granddaughter , who is now 6,(we've had her since she was a couple of months old-her dad died when she was 17 mos, mom walked when she was 3) She is gift from GOD! Brings much joy to our lives on a daily basis.I will definitely pray for you . I am starting over, after taking about 9 months off.... have a lot to lose but am grateful to do it God's way