In February 2019 my world was shaken when my husband was diagnosed with a very rare and aggressive cancer. I fell off the planet because my sole focus was on him and his well being. For 18 months we battled this disease only to lose him July 7th this year. I have regained the 70 lbs I had lost, and I am having a very hard time getting motivated to get back on plan. I'm depressed and lonely and don't care what I eat or do and can't hardly make myself leave the house except to go to work and back. However, I don't want my kids to have to take care of me and I want to honor my husband's admonishment to me that I take care of myself. I'm gonna need a lot of prayer to get back on planet and get healthy again.