i am currently starting the this journey. so i will pray that we can move forward and god will open up a new door and a better adventure. i am praying for your heart and you to forgive him for yourself so you can heal and began your new journey. you are enough. because god said all things are beautiful , but he made us special and that he knows every hair on our head and every thought we have. so remember if he feels you are special and beautiful then you are..

Todd, thanks...sad thing is, he never knew Jesus most of our marriage. I prayed for 17 years for him to get ssaved. HE DID...but, quickly fell away. I know this is a blessing in disguise but, I am having trouble with the betrayal. Thanks for your kind words.

Jesus is the source of love. sometimes we believe we have this ability. The fact is. Love is God's gift to us. It's not something we own. One that we can't freely give or take. It's the most precious gift of who God is. Only Jesus knows how to love you perfectly. A real man in his true poverty knows this. In order to love you. Jesus is the only way. See. it was never you. you were always good enough. He just fell blind to his own selfishness and forgot about Jesus whom is Love.

Thank you! It subsides at times but when I have any interaction with him, it returns. I feel like I used to be good enough so what happened? It almost destroyed my self esteem.

I too held a hate because of my divorce but trust in JESUS and prayer and in time you will heal as I did Takes some timr